Very Pissed Off

The past two days, I've been so fucking pissed off.
Nothing seems to be going well.

First comes news about my mother's health.
Then comes news about my sudden trip to Korea.
Then comes a dumbass customer at the restaurant who asks me what lamb is, and gives me a look of extreme annoyance when i tell him lamb chop is made of lamb,
then this beach desaru trip is not working out at all,
nobody seems to want to go, i think i might as well go alone.
ppl who promised to return my calls are not doing so,
ppl who said they would let me know by the next day are not doing so,
some dumb english student is being a total ass,
been bitten by mosquitoes all over while sleeping,
i called something like 15 people the past 2 days. from 5pm, upto midnight, again and again and again. only 3 people responded, one was in China, one was in Phuket, and the other in KL. Is it so fucking hard to just answer the phone?
and then, abidah passed away.

the two of us were never really all that close.
however, she was a bright presence in all my chemistry classes.
this whole year has been really depressing, a lot of deaths and all,
and now another has departed, as if it wasn't depressing enough.
god damn the guy who ran her over.

so irritated with life.