Today I cried.

It'd been a while since I last cried.
In fact the last time was November 2008 when my grandfather died.

I think my emotional problems all sort of collapsed on me completely today.
It was partly to do with E and S, and also D and B. D and especially B disappointed me massively. B was and still is my best buddy, D was the one I've been thinking of and both of them broke my heart.


Thank god L was there for me. because otherwise, I actually would have done away with myself.