Not a smackhead yet.

Moving into the new house completely, pretty soon.
I am quite excited, can't wait. Problem is having had to pay the deposit, I also need to pay the rent,
which I can't quite afford at the moment. But as soon as I have a job, I should be fine.
Gonna have to work 40+ hrs a week for a while, lots of debts need to be repaid. Oh well.


Well, the fluoxetine prescription is finished, I've finished my supply. I was supposed to return a letter for the Cognitive Behaviour Therapy thing, but I didn't so I have to be re-referred. It's not so much of a problem, as I need to go to the doctor to change my address and everything anyway. Lots of things need to be settled, change address with 3 Mobile, bank and Uni, etc. etc. What a bother.


This finding a job thing is proving to be harder than I thought, given out about 10 CVs in total now, not too many responses. Not so sure why, I think my CV looks pretty decent.


Will post photos of the new house and stuff. Feel quite guilty towards A and K. I owe them lots of money, they've helped me out so many times financially, I think I'm in much debt, not only in terms of money but friendship-wise, I don't think I've done for them as much as they have done for me. A and K are both getting a little annoyed with me now I think but it's completely reasonable and fair for them to be like so.


This girl, H. She's been on my mind a lot lately. Can't quite put my finger on it, there's something quite alluring about her. Very attractive and flirtatious. I must have done something wrong somewhere along the line haha, coz she's stopped being as flirtatious as she used to be. I can always move on but this one I quite like a lot. I know I say that about quite a lot of girls but I've not quite liked someone this much since S, and that was 3 years ago...


Granddad has said he would foot the university tuition fees, which was very nice of him. Hopefully, this would put less financial strain on the family. This comes as quite a shock to me, I'm not used to being in this sort of financial situation. It's not so easy adapting to this kind of life, when I've hung out with royalty and children of kings and princes, politicians, and attended expensive private schools all my life. I've always appreciated the value of money but never quite experienced it as I am doing now... Oh well, at least I'm not a homeless smackhead living on the streets and begging for change... yet :P.